Seriously people. Calm down.

Its been one year, so what? Its an arbitrary meaningless period of time. Be rational about this, those things weren't magical, there was a perfectly reasonable explanation, and with proper scientific investigation, we WILL know what caused it. Everything is fine. Focus on the future, not the past.

God, I feel SO STUPID! stupid stupid stupid!!!!
I actually drove in to work today. There was nothing on NPR, just static, so I put in a CD, damnit, why couldn't I have just checked the other stations? I came in late, I'm usually the last person there in the mornings anyway, that's probably what saved me. I thoguht it was weird, not many cars in the parking lot. Keyfob worked fine. But jesus... shit. In my office, a few of my coworkers where there. i mean, they were my coworkers. Jim was just standing at the copier, pounding the print button over and over and over agin. he didn't have a left arm, fuck, he didn't have a fucking left arm!!!! bob was there too, trying to hand a file to marcy, just... holding it outstretched, like he almost knew what he was doing, she was just staring at him, babbling something gurlging noises crap. blood bubbling up out of the hole where her jaw was. blood everywhere. damnit, sorry, i thought i had calmed down, sorry for the typos, im shaking here. shit! they all advanced on me then, i ran. big heavy doors to our office, they can't get through. i'm home now, takled to local friends, we're going to hole up at the martial arts school. theres food, weapons, doors are easy to defend. sorry gotta go help autumn pack, just wanted to let everyone know we're ok. be safe everyone

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